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Camp “Back to School”

August 14, 2021

I never went to an overnight summer camp when I was younger, the kind that lasted a week or two, but I always loved reading books and watching movies about them.  There were so many! Think Nancy Drew, the Berenstain Bears, or Disney’s “the Parent Trap.” Even “Dirty Dancing” was set in an idyllic camp setting, and though it was a family camp, not a kids camp, didn’t the lake and the activities look fun? (And of course, there was Patrick Swayze. Enough said.)

It always seemed like the whole experience was an endless stream of carefully curated, delightful activities. I picture a camp counselor, clipboard in hand, whistle around her neck, waking up her campers and guiding them through  their days, shepherding them from one jolly experience to the next. Even when chore time arrived, nobody minded, because good work was part of camp, too.

I want to go to camp, friends.

But my son started school this week, and although it is still ridiculously hot out, school means the end of summer for us.

So after dropping him off one day, I drove home, plopped on the couch, and felt strangely aimless, like I knew there were things I wanted to do, that I should do, but without any motivation to actually do any of them.

I think this is a Carpenter Bee. One of my Instagram contacts helped identify it. Identifying insects is an integral part of “Camp Back to School.”

Enter the idea for “Camp Back to School.”

What if I could think about my daily schedule, my never ending “to do” list, in a new way? What if I could set up a nurturing routine and treat myself with the care that a fictitious camp counsellor might show me? Continue Reading…

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River Fire Water Smoke

August 7, 2021

Last week, I woke up one morning with a strange ringing in my head. I wrote about it here: Tinnitus. The next morning when I woke up, the unsettling ringing was gone, and my tinnitus was back to normal, which is sometimes annoying but generally manageable. I was so grateful. It made me realize how often I fail to appreciate the beautiful ordinariness of my life.

So any day you wake up without a strange ringing in your head? It’s a good day.

I have something to add to that this week.

Any day you wake up and your house is standing, even if it’s messy and cluttered and could use a kitchen remodel, even if the cat keeps peeing in the laundry room and is getting old and dropping random poop patties around the house?

Even with all that? It is a darned good day.

We know we live in fire country. We have go-bags packed.

Last Wednesday, a fire started, not far from here. They named it the “River Fire.” I first saw the smoke as I was driving home from town, after going to my weekly centering prayer circle, followed by a little work and a trip to the grocery store.  I was in a jolly mood, feeling pretty good about all that I had accomplished that day. And then? There was smoke. And a little panic. Continue Reading…