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A Little Help from my Friends (and the Professionals)

April 9, 2022

Apparently, trees benefit from occasional trimming.

Who knew?

I fear that I have written about this recently, so please forgive me if you are hearing this confession again. But it truly has been a remarkable realization. Fruit trees especially. They do much better when they are tended.

My friend the tree whisperer came with his crew and trimmed my trees this week. It took them hours. We have lived in our little house for eight years now; we never realized that it would be kind to pay attention to the plum trees that we inherited, or the quince bushes, or the apple tree that is growing right in front of our house.

A small section of the tree trimmings. The line of branches stretches all the way up the street.

Unfortunately, I think it might be too late to save that apple tree. It was never trimmed when it was little, and now it towers over everything, but is dying at the top. It produces tiny green apples that plonk off the roof and rot on the ground. It probably was planted in the wrong spot, but I wonder if it would have done better if we had realized there were things we could have done  to care for it.

I saw a fire inspector parked up the street the other day. I have a feeling that I will get a notice in the mail soon ordering me to have that tree removed, since it is close to the house and hanging over the roof.  Possibly other ones, too. Makes me more than a little sad. But that’s the reality of life in the forest in California. The powers that be want to minimize the chance of our town disintegrating into ash. Although with the way  wildfires are behaving these days, I wonder if all of our trimming and fire preparation will even matter, if a firenado is heading toward us. The towns of Paradise and Greenville burned in recent years; Greenville was destroyed in about thirty minutes, destroying more than a century of history. It doesn’t seem like  individual homeowners could have done anything in advance that would have saved their homes or town in the path of a firestorm like that.

I was talking with a friend the other day. Her home nearly burned a few years ago in one of the Napa area fires. Her daughter lost hers. I told her that I was thinking about buying a fireproof safe. She told me that it would be a waste of money, that those safes were designed in the era of predictable house fires that would burn for a few minutes before the fire department would rush in and help. Fires have changed.  We’re not even sure if a safe deposit box in a bank would be safe anymore. Did the vaults of the banks in Greenville and Paradise survive?

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Pepe’s Fish Tacos

April 2, 2022

(I wrote this piece for my writing workshop in September of 2020. We were still at the beginning of the Covid pandemic.  It would be months before I would get my first vaccine shots. I went to Puerto Escondido, a coastal town in Oaxaca, Mexico,  by myself, anyway. I stayed at a little Air B n B that had an unobstructed view of the ocean but no hot water. The hot water thing didn’t matter very much, because it was humid and a cold shower felt fine. I ate at a lot of different restaurants. This is a little story about one of them.)

Last night, I had supper for the second time at Pepe’s Fish Tacos restaurant.

The first time I was there, Pepe didn’t have change for my two hundred peso bill (about $10). I still owed him $1.00 or so. He told me to come back again, that I could make up the difference next time.

Pepe’s place has a dirt floor. There are chickens running around. Also, a few dogs. The first time I was there, one of the dogs greeted me by licking my leg.

Pepe’s tacos are worth it, though. The shrimp is breaded in coconut and fried, and the tortillas are topped with a pile of cabbage, pineapple and mango. And then there are the salsas that accompany them. Happiness by the spoonful.

Last time I was there, I was the only customer. I think that tourism is still slow here because of the COVID. This time, though, there was a group of twenty somethings, all seated together. I was grateful not to be the only person, actually. It took me a long time to exit after I paid (or didn’t pay) on my first visit, because Pepe wanted to talk about COVID, and why he didn’t believe in wearing masks, and how people who got COVID probably did because they had negative thinking and were depressed. And why wouldn’t you be depressed, wearing a mask all the time?

A plate of Pepe’s tacos

At least that’s what I think he said. He was speaking English (he had lived in Hawaii, which is where he learned the secret of the coconut shrimp), but it was hard for me to follow. I imagine that’s what it is like for a lot of my Spanish speaking friends here with me. I think I’m communicating something, but they look a little confused and smile and nod. Which is what I did with Pepe. Also, I was grateful that his restaurant was outside, because of his anti-mask sentiments, and that I could stand a good distance away from him as he talked and we worked out the change (or lack of change) situation.

Here’s the strangest thing, though: yesterday, Pepe had the TV on. It was an old Samuel L. Jackson movie with Spanish subtitles. This is not something that I would normally pay attention to. So I was sitting at a table at Pepe’s, my feet on the dirt floor, a dog laying happily off to the side, when for some reason the TV caught my eye: there was a car going off a bridge, and it was a bridge I recognized. Not only did I recognize it, it was a bridge in my hometown. Right there, exactly as I remember it. Right there, as I’ve driven on it so many times before: the Foresthill Bridge.

A few minutes later, Pepe asked the young people at the other table if they wanted to buy Kush.

I had an idea what this is, but looked it up anyway, just to be sure. It’s what you would guess, in case you don’t already know.

They said, quite admirably, “No amigo. We’re just here for tacos. Not for Kush.”

I was so proud of them! Their mothers would be so proud! I wanted to go tell them, “Good job, guys! Way not to buy drugs in Mexico!”

I didn’t do this, of course. But then I also wondered what kind of vibe I must give off, that Pepe did not say a word to me about Kush. In either of my visits. Probably a kind of motherly vibe that says, “Good job guys! Way not to buy drugs in Mexico!”

So it’s a strange, beautiful world we live in. There are tacos that surprise you with their sweet deliciousness, made by a drug selling, kind man who doesn’t believe in science, but who will float you a loan on your taco bill and just tell you to come in again. Also, you can be thousands of miles away from your home and catch a glimpse of your town on a bad, dubbed movie. So many surprises. It’s enough to make you glad for every day you get to wake up, just to see what will happen next.