Daily Grace, Presence

What a Beautiful World

March 2, 2024

 

Posing between two sets of turtle tracks, so you get a sense of how big they are. This turtle decided not to nest; we found these tracks on our morning beach walk day. The turtle went up out of the water, looked around, then returned to the sea, leaving two sets of tracks.

Last week I was with my daughter in Costa Rica.

This week I am home. It is Friday night, and it is raining, but there is a Blizzard Warning for my area. The snow is supposed to start soon and last through the day Saturday into Sunday. We might get more than a foot. I cancelled all the massage appointments that I had scheduled for tomorrow, stopped at the market on my way home to buy celery (in case I decide to make chicken salad. Strange, the things you think you must stock up on if a snowstorm is on the way), parked my AWD car up the street out of the way of the snow plow, and am happily staying inside for the rest of the weekend. Right now, the ground is just very wet. The water is pooling in front of my house. The stream that pops up after heavy rainfall is running through the backyard.

Also? The power just went out.

I am kind of missing Costa Rica right now.

Last week I walked with my daughter on the beach for hours one night. Beach walking is part of her job, one of her duties as an intern with the Leatherback Trust organization. It sounds idyllic.

“Your job is to walk the beach? Tough life!” people say to her.

That’s what I thought, too. Until I actually did it with her. It’s harder than it seems.

We started around 8:00 pm and finished past 2:00 am. Up the beach to the end marker. Back to the start. Again. All this purposeful walking in the middle of the night can make you a little tired (especially if you just arrived in the country and woke up at 4:15 am to make the 5:00 am hotel shuttle to the airport for your 7:30 am international flight).

But for me, last week? It was worth it. It’s been worth it for her, too. Through the months of the nesting season, there’s been a lot of turtley action. Nesting season is just about finished, though, and her team will be packing up and going their separate ways soon. The chances of me seeing a turtle with her that night weren’t great.

Except as we approached the end of the beach, she stopped. She looked down.

I said, “What? What?”

I was already tired and not sure that I would be able to keep walking and walking for another few hours. I didn’t see anything.

(I am not a skilled turtle tracker.)

But she saw tracks. Not crab tracks (she had already shown me lots of those). Turtle tracks. She followed the line up the beach to where they stopped, underneath a big sticker bush. She peered underneath it, and found the turtle.

A green turtle had already dug out a nest in the sand. She was getting ready to lay her eggs.

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Daily Grace, Presence

Crying at the Acupuncture Clinic

February 17, 2024

Acupuncture points on the foot. Kind of cool! Photo by Maksim Goncharenok at pexels.com.

And it’s not because the needles hurt, because they didn’t. Really!

I had an acupuncture appointment this week at a local acupuncture clinic. It’s something I’ve been wanting to try for some time.

It wasn’t my first acupuncture treatment ever. My first session was about 24 years ago when I was pregnant with my first baby. I was getting past my due date, and nothing appeared to be happening, so the chiropractor I worked for gifted me a session in hopes that it would speed things along. Hard to say if it worked. Eventually, thankfully, our daughter was born. But it was a long, painful labor process that encompassed not one, not two, but three nursing shift changes. I was admitted early in the morning one day and she was born the next day around 2:00 am. On the other hand, the entire process might have been worse if I hadn’t had that acupuncture session. Maybe it would have taken another entire day before she was born!

My second acupuncture treatment was a few years ago at a clinic that sounded great, but that ended up leaving me disappointed because they initially told me that they took my insurance, but actually, sorry, no, in the end, they didn’t. The practitioner who did my treatment was covered at his other office, but not where I went. So that was a lot of money for an initial consultation, and I wasn’t able to continue working with him.

My session this week was different. It was something. To my (sort of) surprise, because I was hopeful but also a little skeptical, something happened.

As the doctor put the first needles in, I started crying.

Not because it was painful, because it wasn’t. Really! There was something happening, though, something emotional in me that wanted to release. Let’s just say this was unexpected. The doctor commented, “It happens all the time,” and told me not to worry. She handed me tissues; I was careful to grab them with the hand that didn’t have needles in it.

It’s a community clinic with recliners spaced a comfortable distance apart. There were other folks in the treatment room, one woman snoring  daintily. I was encouraged to stay for as long as I wanted, which was different from the last place I went to, where I was ushered in, treated, billed, and escorted out in a relatively short time. At this clinic, if you need to leave at a certain time, they will come and get you. But otherwise, if you don’t have to be anywhere? They encourage you to stay as long as you like. Some people stay for hours. They don’t take insurance, but they have a sliding fee scale, so you pay what you can.

I was a little anxious about this. I didn’t have anywhere I needed to be, but did I really want to stay for an indefinite time period? What if I lost all track of time? Before my treatment, as the doctor was explaining the process, I suggested that I probably didn’t want to stay for more than an hour. I mean, that would be plenty of time, right?

She gently suggested that I should relax and see what happens, that I didn’t need to limit myself.

To my surprise, I was there for an hour and a half.

Here is what I know for sure: I was ravenously hungry after the session, even though I had eaten a good breakfast that morning.

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