(and a few happy ones that writing this helped me remember)

The September Harvest Moon. We were even able to see the partial lunar eclipse. That was not something that made me sad. Quite the opposite!
A few things that are making me sad tonight:
My sweet dog has a burr on his stomach and I have not been able to get it off. There was another one that I was able to cut off, but this one is stubborn, one of those darned clover burrs. He whines when I get close to it. I’m sure it’s uncomfortable.
I dropped my son off at college last week. We left home early Saturday morning, rolled into the dorm parking lot around 4:00 pm, tossed his bags of belongings into a big wheelie cart, found his room, unloaded his bags, and made his bed. I always help with making the beds. Then we took the cart back to the parking lot, and I was hugged and kissed goodbye, and that was that. Maybe twenty minutes had passed. Goodbye, we said. Goodbye, dear heart. See you in a few months.
Then I drove my daughter to the San Francisco airport last Tuesday. That drive, by the way? We left in the afternoon to make sure she had plenty of time to catch her 10:50 pm flight. The drive back in the best of times would have taken a couple of hours, max. It was not the best of times. Because they are doing massive amounts of nighttime roadwork on the main highway, and have it narrowed to two lanes, and actually closed the off ramp that I needed to get home, so I had to trust my handy traffic app to guide me, because even though I have lived in this area for most of my life, I do not completely understand the freeway system. Thank God for that app, because otherwise I might never have found I-80 again and would have been stuck on Highway 50 all the way to Tahoe. My daughter made it on the plane before I made it home. Thankfully, she arrived safely in Barcelona and had a week that included a visit to the Picasso Museum and a tour of Montserrat to see the Black Madonna. I am only a little jealous. Next? She’s off to Madrid, and then probably Portugal, and France, and Italy, and… She’ll be in Europe until mid-November.
Maybe I am a lot jealous.
But I had a good work week this week and was looking forward to a day of rest today. Well. Not exactly rest. Because there are massive amounts of things that need to be done around my house, and I have not been here to do them. I am not complaining, not much at least. I’m grateful for the Japan trip and grateful for the work I have now. But the firewood needs to be moved and stacked. I need to get my weedeater out and trim the grass around the corner. The trees have many suckers that need to be pruned.
I went to bed last night thinking I would do oh so very much today! So it was disheartening when I woke up this morning to a beautiful, bright shiny day and felt like doing none of it. I was tired even though I got good sleep. I felt jetlagged, even though I certainly cannot use that excuse anymore. All the joy and hope and possibility of the day faded as I drank my first cup of tea. What did I feel like doing? Not much.
It was a day like that.







