Daily Grace, Presence

Maybe Prayer Doesn’t Have To Be So Hard

April 20, 2020

The pine trees show off their new growth. Their branches look like they have little Christmas ornaments on their ends. The fact that I was able to notice them? That was grace, I think, and also a prayer. You’ll understand more about what I mean as you read on…

I think that somewhere along the line, I got the idea that prayer had to be difficult. That it was more effective that way.  Better somehow.

I learned growing up in my Baptist church that I should pray every day, that it was something I should plan and work towards. My goal once I hit middle school, then, was to have a quiet time every morning before the rest of my day started. I did my best to get up early so I could spend time reading my Bible and praying. I had a Bible reading plan, one that would take me through the whole thing in a year.

I also had a list at the back of my Bible, full of all the names of people I wanted to remember in prayer. It included people in my church who were hurting, sick, or sad. My friends were on there too, especially the “lost” ones. Also, my family, the church’s missionaries, and even the President, because the Bible said to pray for “those in authority over you,” which included politicians, even the ones my parents didn’t like.

I think I might have learned the ACTS method of prayer in Sunday school, with its helpful acronym to keep me on track. First, I was told to start prayer sessions with the “A,” which was “Adoration,” of God, then move on to “Confession” of my sins, followed by “Thanksgiving,” and then at the very end, “Supplication.” That’s finally when you got to ask for things that you needed. But not before you went through all the other steps first.

Try not to get them out of order, I was told, because that would be doing it a little wrong. God would still listen, probably, but it seemed like He (God was always a “He” back then, and his name should always be capitalized, because that showed proper respect) would be more inclined to help you if you did the adoration thing first. Continue Reading…

Daily Grace, Presence

Those Days When Everything Changes

April 2, 2020

The snow was deeper and the mud was muddier than I expected on our walk yesterday. Still, we kept moving. What else is there to do in these strange days?

I remember where I was on 9/11/2001. You probably remember where you were, too.

I had a nine month old baby and was resting in bed with her. She was dozing; I was awake, but not quite ready to get up and start the day.  At this time in my life, if the baby was sleeping, I wasn’t moving unless I absolutely had to. I was listening to NPR’s “Morning Edition” on the clock radio next to the bed. I remember that Bob Edwards was the host, that it was still early in Utah where we lived.  Edwards was a seasoned newscaster, but his normally cool, professional demeanor disappeared as he reported the mind boggling facts about first one, then two, then three, then four commercial planes crashing into the World Trade Center, the Pentagon, then finally a field in Pennsylvania.

There are not a whole lot of events like this, ones that are etched into my memory, with the place and the time so clear. With 9/11, everything changed. All of a sudden, collectively we would think about the world in terms of  “Before 9/11” and  “After 9/11.” We could never again return to the innocence of September 10. And the funny thing was that on September 10, 2001, we didn’t know that we were innocent.  We didn’t know that our days of walking our loved ones to the airplane gate were numbered, or that we would soon be a nation at war again. Everything changed that fast.

The “Stay at Home” order that the California governor issued just over a week ago is still fresh for me. But I have a feeling that it will be an event that will rank up there with 9/11 in its significance. I think all of us will remember these days as a time when everything changed. Continue Reading…