Daily Grace, Daily Humiliation

When Wearing a Mask Somehow Makes You More Comfortable

May 2, 2020

Smiling? Frowning? Who can tell?

I noticed last night for the first time at the grocery store that my protective face mask wasn’t bothering me. Up until then, I’d felt self-conscious and uncomfortable. Yesterday, though, it seemed like it took some pressure off me. Usually when I’m at the store, I feel compelled to acknowledge my fellow shoppers, to give a little nod or smile to anyone coming down the aisle in my direction. I don’t think about this consciously, but it’s something I always do, almost like breathing. I want to be a kind person, to be pleasant.  Maybe part of me hopes that it’s a small way to be like Jesus. I picture Jesus wheeling his cart down the aisle of Safeway or Grocery Outlet Continue Reading…

Daily Grace, Presence

Maybe Prayer Doesn’t Have To Be So Hard

April 20, 2020

The pine trees show off their new growth. Their branches look like they have little Christmas ornaments on their ends. The fact that I was able to notice them? That was grace, I think, and also a prayer. You’ll understand more about what I mean as you read on…

I think that somewhere along the line, I got the idea that prayer had to be difficult. That it was more effective that way.  Better somehow.

I learned growing up in my Baptist church that I should pray every day, that it was something I should plan and work towards. My goal once I hit middle school, then, was to have a quiet time every morning before the rest of my day started. I did my best to get up early so I could spend time reading my Bible and praying. I had a Bible reading plan, one that would take me through the whole thing in a year.

I also had a list at the back of my Bible, full of all the names of people I wanted to remember in prayer. It included people in my church who were hurting, sick, or sad. My friends were on there too, especially the “lost” ones. Also, my family, the church’s missionaries, and even the President, because the Bible said to pray for “those in authority over you,” which included politicians, even the ones my parents didn’t like.

I think I might have learned the ACTS method of prayer in Sunday school, with its helpful acronym to keep me on track. First, I was told to start prayer sessions with the “A,” which was “Adoration,” of God, then move on to “Confession” of my sins, followed by “Thanksgiving,” and then at the very end, “Supplication.” That’s finally when you got to ask for things that you needed. But not before you went through all the other steps first.

Try not to get them out of order, I was told, because that would be doing it a little wrong. God would still listen, probably, but it seemed like He (God was always a “He” back then, and his name should always be capitalized, because that showed proper respect) would be more inclined to help you if you did the adoration thing first. Continue Reading…